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Current Mood: sick
Current Location: Fairyland
Current Music: Pokemon dance mix

Sick day

Heeheehee.. I’m off school sick today. I wonder if I always start of my entries with random sounds.. oh whatever! Sorry, I’m a bit ditzy today and my brain is barely working. Neither is my body,
I can barely move but I wanna play dance dance revolution.. or as us sad children in Europe have it, dancing stage. Seriously, why did they rename it in Europe ?!

not to mention I’m so so cold, I understand why people don’t like being cold now. It isn’t refreshing this time, it’s just gloomy.

I wanna draw Ringo as a nurse…. Maybe with ikari as his patient/victim xp

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! I also want to learn to code html so bad! I wanna make an Albel x fayt fan site.. and a personal art site.. I even tried looking up school resources once, but I just cannot wrap my head around anything. I should start focusing..I did have a website at kuonakuona.neocities.org but I totally wrecked it one day and never found out how to fix it. And it doesn’t look so great. And I want to learn to do it without relying on a template

(sorry, I’m shoving so much into this. But. I just bought that windows 7 laptop finally)

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Location: My dad’s flat, eating crisps
Current Music: Gay bar- electric 6

FANGIRL FRENZY!!!!!!!

SQUEEEEEEE!!!!!!! I’m playing star ocean till the end of time a lot recently, and I’ve gotten super deep into looking at albel x fayt content.. hehehheheeehheeehee… (＾་།＾)
While at my devious websurfing-yaoi-adventure I found these awesome arts from 2005.. and wowza, so beautiful!!!!

I’m gonna spend the rest of my evening studying this art, wooweewoooo.
oh yeah!! I got a new sketchbook!! Woot!

On the other hand though, I am really worried today. My dad is losing so much money that he’s going to have to lose his flat. This might be the last day I get to stay in his flat, actually. He doesn’t have any money purely because of his generosity, he’s the boss of a company that works with his friend, and he gives his friend 3/4 of the money he gets, he pays for my mums university and food, and obviously pays extra to care for us on weekends. And look how the world rewards him, taking away his home. Good going, earth..
I don’t know where our fish are going to go, where all his stuff is going to go.. oh wow. This is terrible.

but at least I can cheer myself up with yaoi!

SADNESS IS TEMPORARY! YAOI IS FOREVER!!!

Current Mood: blah
Current Location: My bed scratching my head because of all the itchy products I slap on it
Current Music: Nuffing

Markers markers markers

I’ve been wanting to get sum markers recently.. does anyone have any cheap-ish recommendations? X_X
my dream are prismacolour markers, but I just can’t find em anywhere anymore.

or maybe I’ll stop procrastinating and finally learn watercolours… nyehhhhh………..

I think I should put more in here, so I’m just gonna start COMPLAINING!

how come I never show anyone at school my art but everyone and their mom has seen it?! It’s getting a little scary. Some food tech teacher I’ve never seen came up 2 me and said “you’re pretty creative aren’t you? Don’t you draw those… cat shaped people?” And I was all like “0_0???? WTF?!” I have no idea at all who this woman is! and no idea where she’s seen my art! My heart almost stopped in anxiety

it gets real bad when the seasonal art competitions roll around, so many randoms I’ve never met or talked to going “omg anouk! Are you joining the art competition?!” Like…… huh…..
iI deliberately make sure not to join those competitions so people don’t judge my art. (Also because they hand out chocolate to the top 3 winners of each year group, and I despise chocolate) Maybe people are looking at my school doodles? But I fold up my paper so tiny? And they don’t look good at all? oh, whatever, it will always be a mystery. Speaking of school doodles, I might go post some on deviantart now cya! ^^

Current Mood: bored
Current Location: Skewl
Current Music: Wake up- three days grace

Dus anyone want to make gay ocs with me?!?!?!

I’m gettin’ so bored, I wanna get more involved in the community and I only have like four characters so far. Does anyone want to collab to make ocs to couple up together? that would give me something to draw… blinkblinkblink

or not… heh… whatever… I guess… *fixes emo bangs*

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Location: In my bed fiddling with the camera
Current Music: The sound of my little sister eating pizza

Woot woot woot woot

WEEEE!!! I’m so happy! Yesterday my mom texted her big family group chat to ask them if they could hand over their old tech to me (thank you mama) and my grandads stuff came TODAY!! Wow.. I’m in heaven.. there’s a chunky silver and translucent light blue cassette player, a big thing I can recharge batteries in, a pair of headphones and.. *drumroll* a good digicam! At least I think so. I haven’t plugged it into a computer to check the image quality yet, (let me get my job money already dammit) but it looks pretty sweet! It’s a FUJIFILM FinePix A900, and judging by the date it was last used in 2007, well, I guess I have two cameras now! :D

my uncle also has two iPods and three phones to ship to me, woot!! I’m living in a paradise!!

Also, today final fantasy X for my ps2 arrived, it’s very fun so far, But very confusing. Im not sure where I’m supposed to go, Tidus is pretty annoying. My mom said he looked “flamboyant and glamorous”… not sure I see it…

Anouk OUT *peace sign*

Current Mood: enthralled
Current Music: What I like about you- lillix (I’m so hardcore T_T)

I’ll stop spamming after this :p

Hehehhehehhehehh… I finally bought a digital camera, it was £14 from like 2003 so I am a little skeptical. If I can save up to get a proper good one that would be gr8, but I’m very excited! My dad’s flat literally smack dab right next to a beach, so I wanna take pictures of the starry sky there, if stinkin light pollution lets me, if that fails the sunset will do.

The beaches aren’t very nice though..they’re English beaches, so it’s all stones and and shells and basically no sand. Owww!

Also, it’s obviously England, so it’s VERY windy and cold. I love the cold and the wind though, so it’s all good

jeez.. I’m running out of money, my dad’s tired of me wanting to buying stuff all the time so he’s signing me up for jobs. Woot? My first job is video game testing all the way in Brighton, sounds fun enough! :d

Fuwafuwafuwa

This site is so perfect for me.. I’m always thinking about so many things. Though I didnt expect anyone to read my first one, embarrassing! -_-
im sposed to be getting ready for school right now, but I can’t be arsed. I want to go customise my page! And maybe make a new pfp. I made this one like a month ago and the flashing name is kind of an eyesore. I can’t wait for my windows 7 laptop to arrive.. I’ll be able to do so much more.

KEEEE!!!! Farewell for now!!!!

Current Mood: ditzy

Today

Wahahhahhh!! Good evening everyone! I think I made this clear in my deviantart post, but I am pretty miserable today. As the life of an emo kid. I spent like £50 for stuff to mod my ps2, only for loading games from the hard drive to be faffy, bad, glitchy and annoying! My birthday money down the toilet. Welp. I haven’t seen my aunts and uncles and cousins and stuff in years, and they have NO IDEA what I like anymore so they all got me cash. Heheh, I’m basically balling… I got like £20 left now, cuz I just bought a BUNCHHH of physical ps2 games! (Please applaud anouk for not resorting to piracy this time)
I got kingdom hearts, star ocean 3, ddr mega mix, sonic classic collection, final fantasy X and X2! Wooooot!! I plan to use the rest of the money on the arcade in Brighton with my friend Edie, we’ve been wanting to go on those ddr machines together for like, ever! (Woah, that rhymed)

i friggen LOVE ddr songs, my favourite is moving on by Naoki, (yes, I know it says JJ pops. That’s one of his trillion names), confession by trance star (I suspect that’s also naoki, lol) Sakura sunrise by Ryu, dynamite rave, true love and raspberry heart!

controversial but my favourite game is DDR supernova,

might as well cram EVERYTHING I’m thinking into this, I’ve been playing a lot of mahjong connect recently, its so addicting! I started playing it on the school computers because I had nothing else to do, but I’m extremely into it now. My friends take the piss out of me for it of course. Mahjong is not just for grandmas!