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[kuonakuonarevolution]

 I hope you all don’t think less of me for posting this much, :<

My half term week ended, so I’m back at school, Ugh. This made me realise how much my friends really don’t care about me.

As soon as I got back to them at break time they started to talk about all the outings they went on in the half term and all the fun pictures they took, none of them I was invited to :( . As a joke I said “there’s always a thrio in a quadrio….” because that was an inside joke, but then they got slightly agressive and said “we only left you out because you get fucking overwhelmed and cry at everything!” And then they just laughed it off? 

also, I realised that whenever one of those three is last to gather up their stuff and leave they wait for them, but when I’m last to gather my stuff and leave they just walk off as a group without me. If that was in a movie I think that would have so much symbolism 

they were having some conversation about some random boy at lunch time, and I think I was like, at least equally active in the conversation, and the next day one of my friends came to me and repeated the drama and I was like “.. yeah, I was there.” And she was like “oh really!? I didn’t notice, haha!”

Whenever I was sad they used to come to the little room in school I hid away in and cheer me up with corny jokes and bad doodles, but now they just leave me alone
Whenever I was sick or had to be left out of a hangout they bought me sweets and drinks from the corner shop and gave them to me at my house, but now they just leave me alone, awh.

They’re all best friends with eachother, and I’m just some weird deviantart kid that follows them around D:
well, this loneliness might inspire me to make some more gift art or…. Group gift art! Woh! 

Comments

[anti_clockwork]

well, they're missing out! you're a wonderful person and SO fun to talk to. sorry that your friends being such pieces of shit to you, you really don't deserve that =( i totally get the feeling of being left out, and you're not alone :3 getting overwhelmed at things is not your fault, we all get overwhelmed at times. your friends need to do better. *virtual hugs*

[porcelainlamb]

Damn, sorry that your friends are being shitty towards you, :[ You're a kind and amazing person, you don't deserve that kind of treatment. I can relate to feeling left out in social circles; so you're not alone on that front. Getting overwhelmed at times is a completely natural thing, we all feel that way at some point; so their comments towards you are straight up cruel imo. Your friends need to treat you better! You deserve better! ♡