Bishieland

hello world... I am pretty bored right now. Today is an inset day, that means I don't go ta skewl.  I just bought some books on html and css coding, believe me the kuona kuona website WILL be up!!!! hahhahaahhahahhahahahahh!!!!!!!! My computer science teacher is gonna fucken LOVE me. I love computer science lessons, Its a shame I just suck at coding. NOT FOR LONG THOUGH!!!! PASSION!!!!!
oh yeah, I got my gsce results and I am doing art and computer science! and obviously maths and english and science.. ugh

right now I'm playing on picmix and making the worst images ever of myself

  

Im gunna take my sister to all the spots I hangout in in town. I'll be sure to take some piccies

Howdy, yall! (get it... america) 
I just came back from playing around in the haybales with my sister. I took some videos on my camera but I'll link them here l8r cuz I cannot be arsed to now.

I got my wonky headphones replaced, but my ipod is still a total fire hazard. when I was charging it in the car with a battery pack I couldn't stop daydreaming about it bursting in2 flames and me yanking it as far as possible out the window as I could. Fun... I hope I get to do that someday


Also, I'm trying to delete wlm messenger to get an older msn, because my messages never send to Biz or Nikki and I think it's just a wlm problem. so If you have any issues talking to me later today just hit me up on.. deviantart profile comments.. and I'll TRY patch yahoo.  of course, that is if I can find a way to delete windows live messenger. it doesn't even show up on the uninstalling tab! grrr. 

err.. what else? I wanna draw Nikki's skinned chicken cat man juha and his new pet shower curtain. I totally ship them, is that wrong? X_X

to end off, I'm totally fangirling over that icon Bizette made for me just now. GAZE UPON HIM 8D

AUUUUHGGHHH!!!!! the new headphones I got like.. two weeks ago already struggle playing audio in both my ears! GRRRR!!!!!! why do wired headphones suck so much?! whatever.. I got like a 6 month warranty on dese. once they completely stop functioning I'll replace them. until then I can only listen to my ipod when it's at a certain angle, and all my good songs r on there dammit!!! Maybe the wire is breaking because of how i shove it in my bag pocket. oops.. but who doesn't?! you think companies would be a bit more attentive about these issues

in the meantime, me and my sister are slowly building up candysweets land lore, (the hallucination world ringo dreams up) this is so useless XD.. candysweetsland has more depth than the world my characters actually live in! I should make a map for funnies. at least I have some more backgrounds to draw for my characters

In math class today, There was a question like "yuri rolled a biased dice 500 times what is the experimental probability of it being 4" or some shiz like that, the teacher read it off and hetalia bdsm girl very loudly shouted "ONE TWO THREE WE WANT YURI!"

....the class went dead silent..... T_T ....

and so does this post, tata!

Here's a bottle of piss some jerk just left at the end of my street that has been there 4 months, plus some more piccies for good luck

Woot! It’s world book day! The only day where it’s acceptable for me to dress in EGL. (Right now I’m wearing that dress I drew myself in once. I’ll update this and attach pictures if I take any later)

today I’m supposed to be getting a call from the first videogame testing job I signed up for to talk about my application, I am so scared! I don’t know what to even expect. I guess I should go look up some tips! 

I’m glad they even called me in the first place, because I don’t play like 7/8 of the games they had listed in checkboxes in the application. (Like Roblox, genshin impact, rec room, call of duty kind of games) and most the games I did play I wrote in the little box below. It’s an rpg game apparently, and I wrote mostly RPG Games, so I hope I have good chances. I only play on easy mode ROFL, I hope they don’t mind. 

Also, my girlfriend is coming over to my house on Saturday for the first time! She lives a long way away, so I don’t get to see her a lot. She loves breakbeat, so I burned 4 CDs for her, waah! Now I need to buy more! T_T

 Today my dad told us that venus, jupiter and mercury were visible in the night sky this night, and asked if we wanted to come see emm this evening, being the star-ophile i am i wuz like FUKK YESSSSSSSS 

I just got back, and wow, it was so beautiful. I only got to see jupiter sadly, but, they just all look like stars, don't they? :)
I had my ipod on shuffle blasting full volume in my ear as me and my sister ran into and away from the waves for like two or three hours, (like.. you walk in deep and when the waves come close you start runnin away from the water) it was so fun!! I took some piccies, and we found a washed up shark, but I really can't be arsed to go thru the whole stinkin uploading process. 
under the bright white light coming from the moon and stars the sea looked like a sheet of thin silver satin fabric, 
and the sky was so beautiful, obviously.
did i mention the sky was beautiful? 

Well. Unfortunately my camera was too SHIT to take photos of the stars, so they'll only live on in my memory. 

anywayz, i just wanted to say that. it was great, and it's makin me wanna draw a beach scene with other people's characters. (I know i wanna draw Daichi, Juha and Blair at some point) err, when i feel like it


also, can someone explain to me what’s happening with dook sending nudes to a minor and then badly defending himself in like. A really suspicious way????

 I hope you all don’t think less of me for posting this much, :<

My half term week ended, so I’m back at school, Ugh. This made me realise how much my friends really don’t care about me.

As soon as I got back to them at break time they started to talk about all the outings they went on in the half term and all the fun pictures they took, none of them I was invited to :( . As a joke I said “there’s always a thrio in a quadrio….” because that was an inside joke, but then they got slightly agressive and said “we only left you out because you get fucking overwhelmed and cry at everything!” And then they just laughed it off? 

also, I realised that whenever one of those three is last to gather up their stuff and leave they wait for them, but when I’m last to gather my stuff and leave they just walk off as a group without me. If that was in a movie I think that would have so much symbolism 

they were having some conversation about some random boy at lunch time, and I think I was like, at least equally active in the conversation, and the next day one of my friends came to me and repeated the drama and I was like “.. yeah, I was there.” And she was like “oh really!? I didn’t notice, haha!”

Whenever I was sad they used to come to the little room in school I hid away in and cheer me up with corny jokes and bad doodles, but now they just leave me alone
Whenever I was sick or had to be left out of a hangout they bought me sweets and drinks from the corner shop and gave them to me at my house, but now they just leave me alone, awh.

They’re all best friends with eachother, and I’m just some weird deviantart kid that follows them around D:
well, this loneliness might inspire me to make some more gift art or…. Group gift art! Woh! 

 err,  I know I just posted but god I am so bored and Im going on a bit of a worldbuilding spree, and I got more backstory for ringo! if anyone cares.

so, up until he was 12 and sold to the facility, he went 2 the same skool as Ikari, but obviously he was only there for a year and very quiet and reserved (shocking)  so they never got to know eachother. he was still a creepy pleb as a kid, don't worry LOL.
he never went outside and had a collection of dead ladybugs in a matchbox, because that's totally an important deet. his parents, as you could guess, don't really care about him very much and are very very poor to the point of almost being homeless so when offered to be payed big bucks to send him off to a a testing facility in the city they jumped at the chance. so, ends Ringo's calm home life. 
he's injected with sleeping fluid, and when he wakes up he's in a very cheap looking barren sort of hospital setting, dis is tha W.P.R.C, the world peace research center, the doctors there are trying to research a way 2 put an end to unnecessary hatefulness and misery, but they go about their testing in unethical ways, keeping guinea pigs to inject their experimental chemicals and hormones in. (yes this is a sort of rip on animal testing, I hate animal testing so much) 
 over years the chemicals they inject into his brain just completely fuck him up, turning him into a dangerous impulsive nuisance to society, so they decide to euthanise him after an incident where he put a doctor's (Laleena's) life at risk. 
he overheard them talking about it through the thin ass walls of his room, and not wanting to die, he ripped the metal bars off his window and jumped out, ran far away, snuck onto a train, traveled to another town (starlight town, where Ikari lives)  and passed out in front of a tescos express. 
the tesco express bit is VERY important OK? LOL
Drunk Ikari and his friend timmie hobbled down the street, found ringo lying there like a dying fish and carried him back to Ikari's place, the day after Ikari tried as hard as he could to kick ringo the fuck OUT but he would not budge, and ringo told ikari his dramatic sob story until he ended up being like "oh, whatever, you can crash here for a bit I guess"  so from then on Ringo just started freeloading in Ikari's tiny apartment, all while the doctors, not wanting to be exposed for their shitty practices, go on a desperate manhunt for him before he can speak up.. err, this lore will probably change as time goes on, but this is just what I'm thinking up now.

Whoo! I am finally back from my trip to Brighton with my friend. We went to the arcade to play… bah bah da bah! DDR!

at the start we were taking turns on the machines these two old balding smelly 4-channer 30 year old looking guys and this pretty woman, the woman was very sweet but the dudes….. they gave me and my friend the creeps. 8(
One guy tried to invite me to his ddr discord server going like “heh.. it would be nice to have more, lovely ladies in the server haha” and I gave Edie the biggest help me eye ever.

He didn’t even ask for my discord so I really don’t know how he expected me to find it LOL.
luckily, they went away after like 2 rounds, and we had so much fun!! I still think £1 per song is ridiculous though. I couldn’t find nori nori nori or waka laka on the machines either..

Going back, prices are SO totally wack now, we went to Burger King after and I ordered a whopper meal. Guess what this fucken total was. £10.16. TEN POUNDS SIXTEEN PENCE?!?! Fast food is supposed to be cheap dammit! But seriously. A tenner for a BURGER. Totally ripped me out of the retro feeling I had going. Err, what else do I say. My friends dad likes yaoi and yuri we found out.

here are some piccies I took with my camera, I have some videos too so you can see my true ddr skillz but I’m not sure I can post videos here. Aw nuts
(Hehe I got to draw on my napkin, and the one with the curly hair is my friend and the blonde one is her little brother… since I was the one with the camera there are no good photos of me, haha, suckers! Errr. Also click on them to see properly )

  

ps: happy birthday Vish! You’re old now. Hahahaha! :D

 HELLLOOOO EVERYWANNNN!!!! weeee!! i feel fucken AWESOME!! 

My good friend Edie texted me 2 say "hey do you want my old drawing tablet? It'll work on laptop" and i was like "YESYESYESYES :DDDD" so she offered to drop it off at my house tommorow, heehee.. expect an influx of random drawings.
for some reason I'm having troubles converting photoshop 7.0 iso into a zip file... i could burn it on a cd i guess, but i am running low on blank cds. theres a lot of stuff i wanna get working today, yahoo, soulseek... damn my balls old computer, not runnin' anything! >8(

oh, my cats coming to walk all over the keyboard 



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.. i wanna write a story, but I hate planning.. :!  last time I did it (planning a story, that is) was a yaoi ace attorney fanfiction and it was not good LOL. i played the game on my ds and wrote down edgeworth's lines so i could figure out his personality, I think that was smart, maybe I'll do that with fayt and albel from star ocean 3. I think albel is very similar to edgeworth, mostly his tsundereishness and britishness
GAWD NOBODY CARESSSSS!!! I'll probably write about my own characters actually. they need to be more fleshed out.. or I just won't write at all. it is NOT my strong suite, is that even a phrase?! did i just make that up?! oh, i'm going bonkers. farewell! 


 ohmigod i have so many drawings to finish

sorreh for the spam, but gawddddd.... I'm so bored. Today i went to sum charity shops, i got this cute shirt, I'm not sure how to describe it, its a grey shirt with like some smears of blue paint but with a star stencilled out. some words are stencilled out too, but they're mostly behind the star so i can't read them.....

I wanna draw, but i wanna keep playing on my laptop. i got stepmania 3.9! woot! also the lighting at my dads is incredibly dim. welpppp.... ms paint!!!!