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[kuonakuonarevolution]

I’m so scared right now, it started with a surprise math test second period on a topic I wasn’t even there for. I started having a small one of my spaz tweaker meltdowns, until the teacher sent me up to isolation to calm down. Guess what happened then? THE FIRE ALARM RANG. By then I was having a full blown panic attack, I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t hear anything but the loud fire alarms ringing. It was a nightmare. Just the thought of standing in a soggy field with blaring alarms and the entire thousands of students running all over the place almost gave me a stroke.
so yeah, teachers were screaming at me for not moving I think, and next thing I know the muddafucken HEADTEACHER was there to yell at me too. He said he was going to call my dad to pick me up , and I shouted “no!!!” Because if my dad misses another day of work we’re literally going to be evicted from the flat he lives in, and he’ll be homeless. I don’t know what to do, he called my dad to pick me up anyway and now I’m panicking over that too.
and my makeup was so good too this morning.. and it’s completely ruined

 

also, am I the only one that finds it weird that the headteacher of my all girls school is a man? 

I’m in the car now.. listening to the gravitation soundtrack. I look like the final boss of a game called Smokey eye chronicles

Comments

[anti_clockwork]

man, people suck. couldn't they have warned you about the test or given you at least a DAY to study? and i'm really sorry about all the stress you've been through today, i can't imagine how that must feel like. i hope you're doing better now :-) virtual hugs (oo...? i wish 'x' meant hugs instead of kisses.. oh well)

[kuonakuonarevolution]

augh, in my school teachers get some sort of high off of blasting us with surprise tests. the only time we get to revise is at the big end of year exams.. and I've definitely cheered up, but I sure am pissed at that stupid headteacher. My mom will probably write an angry email... oops.
*virtual makes out with you*

[porcelainlamb]

People really do suck balls holy shit! I'm so sorry all that horrible, stressful shit happened to you today. I agree with Katie; they should have given you more time to study or even a warning about the test. Also, WTF would your headteacher threaten you like that, he sounds like a mega uncaring asshole! I couldn't imagine having to go through all that or even how all of this makes one feel... I hope you're feeling much better now. (っ˶ ˘ ᵕ˘)ˆᵕ ˆ˶ς) <3

[p3ych0sis]

sorry that happened. seems intense. glad you were able to push through it though! also yeah, that headmaster situation does seem weird. i would keep my eye on him if i were you. hope all is well ..

[kuonakuonarevolution]

THAT OLD FART SUSPENDED ME!!! SUSPENSION!!!! augh, I want to rip his iron filing hair off with a magnet, peica shit. on the way to the meeting about it there was a pamphlet about the school and it felt like reading 1940s nazi propaganda or like a kim jong un speech LOL "all students say they are SAFE and HAPPY here...... and the teachers treat everyone with respect............ we are SAFEST and HAPPIEST school in town....... everyone is HAPPppPPPPppppYYYYyyyYYY"